prophetic dreams
And they jokingly call it "my latina powers."
But this is a story about one of my dreams that became real.
And I swear to god I wanted to throw up when I found out...
So at the time, I was dating this guy.
To be fair, our relationship was pretty new like I knew him for a bit.
And I had jsut gotten out of a long term relationship prior.
So I was exhausted of dating and just being in relationship.
But not only that, I felt mad insecure.
Like, I went into the relationship already pretty wounded.
And the guy obviously was aware of that
So he took heavily advantage of that but that's not the point.
And the long term relationship didn't have the issues I dealt with that guy.
He was more aviodant and I was more Anxious.
So we would have alot of push and pull and arguments.
I don't really like engaging in arguments with people I care about
So I was having massive panic attacks almost daily because of it.
And it was wearing down my health but thats beside the point.
I started having dreams about him cheating.
I was writing down my dreams around this time but usually only really weird ones.
Essentially, I have this dream where it's text messages of paragraphs
between him and another person.
BTW - THIS MAN NEVER WROTE IN PARAGRAPHS.
The profile picture was of an anime character I never seen before
BUT I remembered the exact photo - it was a guy looking concerned
And the profile picture of the girl was Ariana Grande from 2012.
First off... Yea no I blew this dream off because what the fuck?
I did write it down with the specific details however
I knew the exact photo that was in that dream bc...I use to be ariana grande fan
I didn't expect someone to be using an ariana grande profile picture
Especially with how NICHE that photo was.
And second, I never even SEEN that anime.... SO LIKE????
I started also only being able to listen to songs about cheating
Like I would listen to the song Speak to Me or Smile in Your Sleep
And thats all I could listen to, All my brain wanted to hear...
At this point, I wasn't heavily monitoring him or anything as well
ALSO! At some point, he changed his profile picture to the anime one.
And my stomach sank to my fucking ASS
Because I knew...KNEW what was going to happen next.
This is when I started heavily monitoring him.
Because If I seen that exact photo in a dream...
And it was warning me about cheating...
THAN.... two plus two equals fish
And this guy... ok.... he would LIE TF TO ME.
HE WOULD DUMP ME FOR "ACCUSING HIM"
HE WOULD DEGRADE ME FOR "ACCUSING HIM"
AND HE WOULD GASLIGHT TF OUT OF ME????
AND I WOULD SIT THERE LIKE....
"oh :( maybe you are right, maybe i am the problem"
"I will talk to my therapist, maybe im just insecure."
Now, to be fair- I did act kind of insane in that relationship.
Like I stalked this guy so hard that I found all of friends discords
And then I would watch him and them listen to music together on spotify.
For hours ok I would sit and watch this for HOURS. EVERY SONG CHANGE.
I felt like I was going literally insane.
He was lying out of his ass and I was eating it up
I WAS EATING IT UP.
SHAKE MY FUCKING HEAD.
Anyways, He dumps me for accusing him of cheating one last time.
However, I say "bet im hitting up your friends and asking them"
He probably felt DUMBFOUNDED that I had their information
But probably MORE DUMBFOUNDED that I plotted out the entire thing
I knew exactly who to message, how to message them, and why to message them.
He gave me so much information on his friends that I categorized them
And I knew exactly how each one would interact with me and react.
Is that insane?
Maybe.
Did it work?
Absolutely.
I, not only got to speak to the main person I messaged.
They got their entire friend group invovled
And they all told me the truth about everything
Which to my surprise....One of them had screenshots.
And what was on said screenshot?
Oh.... Only an ariana grande profile picture....
Only a anime character of a guy looking concern.
Only PARAGRAPHS BETWEEN THEM...
And what was on said paragraphs???
This girl wanting to be with him but
He was telling her that I was his SUGAR MOMMA
And that he was going to MOVE IN WITH ME???
And that's why he couldn't be with her...
Deadass.
I know.
Insane.
And I thought I was delusional.
When I knew the truth.
.